Friday nights eh?

Just can't shake the feeling. Can't hide the thoughts and memories.

At the end of the day, everything links back to her, the one and only. But i guess it is never to be, again.

It was fun, i wish we were back how we used to be, but i know it's not going to happen.

There is no upside, really.. It's just one long streak of devestation. If i move on before she does, she will be hurt, if she moves on before me, i will be heartbroken. If either of us moves on and tries to hide it, it's harder when the truth comes out, if both of us stay alone we are both miserable.

At the end of the day, there is no happy ending, but let us just hope that friendship will not be lost. I've made that mistake once, i do not want it to happen again.


My heart will belong to you forever, my first love.